2nd wind

ok, i think me'z getting the second wind. i'm feeling better about my life and things in general. i've quit smoking, (gained some weight cause of it of course, but a good trade off), getting more focused at work and spending my time wisely. i've moved into my new space at work and i dig it. i get a window with a view of a really really densely leafed tree... i see shapes of kinds tarting in and out of view, between the cracks and gaps of branches. sometime i think i see a monkey jumping from one limb to the next only to find out it's a co-worker walking by. the best part is the spacious deskspace and oh the shelves behind me.

i sure was a cute kid...

the most common reaction i get from people after looking at this picture is "man... what happened to you?"

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finally...a new post

sorry bitches that i have not updated my blog. i just say that trying to make you feel uncomfortable with your never ending "demandingness" (if that's even a word) although that's not the issue at all, rather it's my own laziness, shiftlessness, and apathy that has really (and i mean REALY) been the reason why this blog for what ever its worth has not been updated. So, why the change? Why have I decided the update this site? Well... have i really updated it? Have I really added anything new? Oh shit, here i go again, shifting the blame. Ok. I'm updating this blog. I really am. I'm adding something new.

linux is fun but life is boring

i'm bored every day. the only enjoyment i have is my laptop. i fiddle around with linux, do research, try to get things working and then i'm bored again. my writing bores me. my pictures bore me. i want to go to bed. i'm bored and i'm boring and i'm borin and i'm bored. surrounded by low rumbling rumbling rumbling the same rumbling. maybe i'll go to the rado, maybe i'll head to the coffee shop. maybe i'll just stop thinking about it and i'll suddenly find myself mindlessly driving home behind you or in front of you or all the way across town from where you are now or you are tomorrow or had just been 5 minutes ago. look at me. don't i look bored?

pint of beer and tunes from a box!
froth paints my mustache like a tail of a fox!
the sun was up high but now it is night,
i'm drunker than shit flung through the sky.
i fall on my left knee and land on my ear,
if i'll ever wake up isn't so clear,
i hope i'll meet my maker, cause he'll shake his head
cause there's no beer in heaven and i drank it all till i was dead.

blah blah blah blah

today

*woke up at 7 am: took a shower, got dress, weighed myself 145lbs. (omg...i've gotten so fat!)
*breakfast: had noodles in vegi broth
*went to see my therapist: been feeling very detached and unaffected
*lunch: vegi-ham vietnamese sandwich and pink berry - sm. original w/ no topping
*tried to get dvb working on linux: installed xine-lib, xine-gui, installed firmware, installed drivers, used xine-util to scan channels and generate channels.conf launched xine... FAIL!!!!
*checked email
*surfed the web
*dinner: rice and bean burrito
*listened to coast to coast on KFI 640 AM

the irish have whisky

koreans have soju

linda in her closet

when chrisey met alley

@ the airport

my mom

this is the woman who had the misfortune of giving birth to me.

echo

driving in china

You need some skill to drive in China

wtf?

your friendly neighborhood super dicks

Super Heroes Get In Street Fight
i used to live off of franklin not too long ago. i always knew these costumed freaks were shit bags.

through endless gates i walk

walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk through endless gates i walk

for Armen Karayan, the greatest poet i've ever known

chickipedia

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bigMac

FilMac at my desk

break rocks!

i thought it was clever...

happy lap

no more burning lap or burning crotch

23.5 months til

new york

tinariwen

cloverfield 1-18-2008

not my fan art

the sun is too hot

dolls with blue satin. quite moments in twilight. waking up in the morning not wanting to go out. i hear song in my head and i can shiver in the cold. my shoes are heavy from walking too long. i am not happy or sad or anything i know. who will hold my hand when i get home. thousands of miles between my childhood and my sleep. blue is your dress blue is your soul.

everything is just so far away

you know what i mean, like everything is more than just out of reach, it feels really far away. i'm not even sure how i'm breathing the air around me or how i am able to feel my clothes. how does my shoe stay on my feet as i walk. i'm swimming in a either in a body of warm water and if i screamed right now as loud as i can ever imagine myself screaming the world would snap back and and my skin would feel so tight and i wouldn't be sitting here right now.

digital cable for $29.95

jp's purse

holycow (10:45:14 AM): empty out your bag and im me the contents
jpark (10:47:45 AM): HAHHAHHAHHAH
jpark (10:47:46 AM): hm
jpark (10:47:48 AM): hold
jpark (10:48:53 AM): 9x12 white envelope with my car contract and citizenship info inside
jpark (10:49:00 AM): cell phone
jpark (10:49:14 AM): little notebook that has some important stuff written inside
jpark (10:49:17 AM): including doodle
holycow (10:47:05 AM): go on
jpark (10:49:25 AM): kiehl's lip bal
jpark (10:49:29 AM): wallet
jpark (10:49:36 AM): mints from lexus
jpark (10:49:40 AM): hair clip
holycow (10:47:25 AM): huh
holycow (10:47:27 AM): ok
jpark (10:49:45 AM): mints from starbucks
jpark (10:49:51 AM): 5 gum
jpark (10:50:02 AM): aromatherpy balance lotion
jpark (10:50:06 AM): umbrella
jpark (10:50:09 AM): tide stick
holycow (10:47:58 AM): and?
jpark (10:50:18 AM): opti free eye drop
jpark (10:50:30 AM): soft lips lip balm
jpark (10:50:40 AM): another notebook with important info
holycow (10:48:24 AM): 2 types of lip balm?
holycow (10:48:29 AM): and?
jpark (10:50:48 AM): pen from narabank
jpark (10:50:54 AM): duo sharpie
jpark (10:50:58 AM): keys
jpark (10:51:00 AM): two mem sticks
jpark (10:51:09 AM): uniball pen
jpark (10:51:13 AM): make up bag
jpark (10:51:29 AM): post it with printing ocmpnay login info
jpark (10:51:37 AM): bluetooth headset
holycow (10:49:29 AM): woah
jpark (10:51:58 AM): perfume sample
jpark (10:51:59 AM): a pill
holycow (10:49:49 AM): a pill?
holycow (10:49:52 AM): single pill?
jpark (10:52:10 AM): ipod shuffle
jpark (10:52:20 AM): lucille's toothpicks
jpark (10:52:26 AM): purse holder
holycow (10:50:15 AM): puse holder?
holycow (10:50:19 AM): purse holder?
jpark (10:52:38 AM): two packs of emergen C
jpark (10:53:01 AM): band for hair
jpark (10:53:15 AM): macys giftcard
jpark (10:53:21 AM): black angus gift card
holycow (10:51:22 AM): huh
jpark (10:53:43 AM): free entree gift certificate to e3rd
jpark (10:53:51 AM): stamps
jpark (10:53:58 AM): another bnd
jpark (10:54:00 AM): band
jpark (10:54:06 AM): band aids
holycow (10:52:05 AM): hmmmm
jpark (10:54:31 AM): 2 work badges
jpark (10:54:40 AM): 24hr fitness business card
jpark (10:54:47 AM): and that's it

naked basketball

one of the best commercials ever

teeth

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it was finally after midnight

and that bitch cinderella had finally gone home

one of the best chinese food i've ever had

yummy, penguin meat! tastes like steamed fish.





flushing new york

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grandpa about to make sukiyaki

grandpa makes kickass sukiyaki. i think my vegetarianism is on hold until i get back to los angeles

lots of meat

1 1/2 cup of saki

fist full of chopped carrots

fist full of green onions

fist full of onions

1/2 cup of brown sugar

lots of teryaki soy sauce

sukiyaki noodles

lots of cabbage

dip sukiyaki in a raw egg, then eat!!!

om nom nom nom

chilly willy

I´m Chilly Willy the penguin
I shake until I´m blue
My head is hot and my feet are cold
Ha Hee Hachoo
Now what about the crocodiles
along the river Nile
I´ll bet they´re all as warm as toast
They always seem to smile
I´m always Chilly Willy
I´m frozen through and through
My nose is red and my tale is told
Ha Hee Hachoo.

julie, an illustrator by day and PENGUINGIRL by night.
i think there is potential for comic book here, along with AWSOME POSSUM!

toilet sleeve

pretty neat protection against diseases of the ass. i must of pulled that lever like 50 times just out of curiosity.

dad gets a haircut

then we can haz korean foodz

17 degrees

on thirty-something parkway east exit deflated christmas decorations collapse lay limp one on top of the other, flapping with the whims of wind like two children dressed in Holiday sweaters wrestling in the grass nearly choking each other triggering the inconvenience of having to act, life is ramping up, in full swing turning holidays into weeds to be dealt with next weekend, with trembling hands place desires in its proper place, recounting the vague details between the ecstatic sublime and the stench of one’s own shit, obsessive solving of puzzles, cataloging of clues, endless unraveling of meaning, dizzying spiral of self history

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rooftop view

oldest memory

i remember my first awareness of being aware. emotions, sensations, sounds, visions all compressed indistinguishable into a purple light. only later did it fracture into difference, dividing my insides, separating my experiences, peeling away the layers of wholeness and revealing and leaving in its place the cracks of fragmentation.

hush-puppies

pistol silencers/suppressors in the vietnam war were called hush-puppies. the name reflects the main purpose of suppressors during the war, to silence guard dogs.

Fedor Emelianenko vs. Hong Man Choi

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jooner and ellen

i tried to order shiraz at a wine bar that only serves italian wine